Ok, recently my life has been a little chaotic, ummm no.... Let me be completely honest, it has been very chaotic for a very long time.... Thats one of the reason why I decided to express my thoughts into this blog, is it going to help? I don't know but atleast they'll be channeld constructively from my mind to a webpage. Anyhow, the events in my life that will be scrutinize from the beginning of my life are ( I'll set them up as categories): abondonment, abuse, change, dealing with problems as they arrive, abuse again, forgiveness and forgetting, resentment, a will to succeed, family, friends, jobs, school, dating, sugardaddies ( and their sexy willingness to want to take care of me :)), back stabbers, betrayal and on how my life has been affected (positively and negatively) by each of this categories and what am doing to stay happy and to continue my quest for infinite happiness no matter what else life throws at me :).
